Dream

This can't be real
I don't deserve you
Not even in a dream like this.

I can't actually be awake
He left
And you entered.

I think it was true all along
I went for someone like him
To find he wasn't what I thought

I want a guy
To say something
And mean it

For once
I want someone to be afraid
Of me leaving.

I'm deep in my dreams
I can't do what I wish
Cause when I wake up

You'll be gone
I'll continue on
With a broken heart.

I knew it
You're not what I deserve
I'm sorry.

I wish I'd never ruined it
I can't believe me
If only I could make it up to you.

My Dreams

I close my eyes
Just so I can see
Those dreams.

Everything I could for
But of course would never happen
At once.

The boy, the happiness, the certainity
In one package
In MY hands.

The nightmars come too
They overshadow the dreams
And I am left standing there empty handed.

Defying the Odds

We don't have a chance
Or so I've been told.

But you're my hearo
And I want to follow along.

Connect your fingers with mine
And don't let go.

Let's prove them wrong
And leave them dazzled.

Hang on tight
It won't be smooth.

I've just one quetsion
Do you wanna defy the odds with me?

Let Me Know

I've sang this song a million times
But please hear me out.

You're my world
And I ain't letting go.

Please hold me
As tight as you can.

I miss your smile
And everything about you.

Let me know
You're there.

Let me know
You care.

My future

Why does everyone think they know my future?
When I am the one deciding.
How am I to learn if I don't?
I am sorry to say this but MY future is MINE,
Not yours!

Just release me,
Allow me to succeed and fail
Don't conduct my life
I won't interfere with yours
If you step out of mine

Hold up!
I am done asking
I am taking control
Pardon as your fingers are shut in the door
I have no need to apologize

You are in fact to blame
For all the junk now
Not me
If you'd just live your life
I'd live mine.

Battlefield

Shut your mouth
I don’t want to hear another word
I am off of this battlefield
I have removed the sword
I wish you’d leave it lying there
But I know you won’t
You will drag me back
I’ll be stuck on these grounds for years
Until I prove you wrong
Maybe even after

I am running
But the ground moves as I do
Or so it seems
It speeds up
You grab the sword and throw it as hard as you can
Right into my heart
I constantly pull it out
But you pick it up and throw it again
It hits the mark
Hurting worse than before

If it’s what it takes
I’ll do it
I’ll throw the sword back
To make you learn
Hand it over
I won’t miss
Now leave me alone!

Wasted Time

I twirl and spin,
Just to find you.
No matter what I do,
When my mind turns to you,
I know this isn't just wasted time.
This will matter,
ever if its not how i wish it to.
I won't allow a second to pass,
Without knowing this isn't wasted.

Do you agree?
Or am I just a last resort?
I hope this is wrong.
Could you tell me,
Is this wasted time for you?

My feeling are more than you know,
Please, can you say the same?
If you can don't let me go,
Hold me tight,
And don't let me out of your sight.
This may be just a fairytale,
but this is NOT wasted time.

Never Felt This Way

I have never felt this way
Never had this emotion
For just one person
I don’t know if I can take it.

Help me out here
Don’t just leave me behind
Bring me along
Wherever you go

That would be exactly what I feel
All the time
Nonstop
No turning back

You have my heart
Don’t let go of it
I might not get it back
Don’t leave me behind.

I want to just tag along
You won’t know I’m there
Unless I am wanted
That would be great…

You Can

You can tell me what to think,
But that doesn’t mean I’ll believe.

I won’t live it.
I want to make my own decisions
Can’t you see?

I might screw up,
But it’ll be my fault,
Not yours.

Can you not understand?
Let me choose,
Please?

I can learn,
If you allow me…

Thanks To You

Thanks To You

I didn’t think it’d ever change
It did
All thanks to you.

I was so stuck on fixing it
Until you came along
You changed my mind right away.

I saw the truth
I was “way above him”
He will one day see

I won’t care
I’ll be thanking you
For saving me.

Let Me Decide

Let Me Decide

Let me decide,
I’ll try and make the right decision,
But so what if I don’t.
I’ll learn anyway.
What’s so wrong about that.
Is it so wrong to try and fail and learn,
Than to never try and wonder for the rest of your life?

Just let me!
I’ll be okay.
It is not going to ruin everything for me to try.
I promise to be smart about it.
I won’t do the dumbest thing ever heard of
But so what,
Then everyone learns.

I’ll be fine,
Nothing will go wrong.
Just don’t worry!
If you don’t allow me to choose,
Then I might wonder for the rest of my life,
What it would have been like if I could’ve controlled my life.