'Mawmaw'

The pain eats through my stomach,
Consuming my mind.

My emotions leave me defenseless
With no control.

I never wished to know you
Now I do.

They're right,
You don't know what you have until it's gone.

There's so much I could have atleast tried to share
But I didn't.

Now you are there
And not where I"ll see you again.

I never really knew you
Why must it hurt so bad.

I avoid it all
But it's crashing in.

I love you and miss you.
R.I.P. October 19th, 2009.