What's wrong with me?

Maybe I care
or maybe I don't

I am starting to think
that I do

Otherwise I wouldn't be sitting here right now
Writing these words

Sitting in confusion
Trying to find out who I am.

Taking every word you've said to heart
Is it all  true?

I am starting to believe in everything I hate
Could you just take me as I am?

I am sorry for all that I do
I disappoint and surprise

I rebel and I smile
I live and I love

I hurt and I forgive
What is wrong with me????